
@carabnr please post your video
by bo 6/18/2011 4:42:55 AM

@Shadow what's the hipchat "room"? When I registered, it gave me my own new room, but I can't find the Fuku chat.
by bo 6/18/2011 4:49:57 AM

@LM good night!
by bo 6/18/2011 4:55:41 AM

@carabnr well done! Thanks!
by bo 6/18/2011 4:56:10 AM

More details on the halted water treatments:
online.wsj.comby bo 6/18/2011 5:22:48 AM

@Shadow and @carabnr mata. Thanks.
by bo 6/18/2011 5:52:23 AM

Does anyone know what is presumed to be the cause of the death of all the cows in LeakSpinner's new video? Were they abandoned and died of hunger? There is absolutely no context, just the horrible footage.
by bo 6/18/2011 5:59:43 AM

@Lurking in the Reuters days there were 1000 people on the chat at a time. People pay attention for different reasons. For some it's community, for some it is activism, for some self-preservation. I am used to situations like this, for example among the radiation affected in the Marshall Islands, or Semipalatinsk in Kazakhstan where there are only a few outsiders paying attention anymore.
by bo 6/18/2011 6:02:58 AM

I would add, it is stressful to deal with issues like this, in which one feels helpless, or scared. Often this is expressed in different ways. Frequently people who work on issues like this get depressed after a while, drop out, or, as can happen here, attack each other over petty matters. It's sad, but it is also natural/inevitable. My advice to all is to try to keep you eyes on the task at hand and not on all the relationship issues. People may have to step away, if only to manage their stress and feelings of helplessness. I don't want to criticize anyone for what they do to take care of themselves as long as it isn't cruel.
by bo 6/18/2011 6:09:44 AM

@deb ty. These are tough times, and they ain't gonna get easier.
by bo 6/18/2011 6:17:25 AM

@deb thanks. Yes, no reason to watch it, just to know about it is enough.
by bo 6/18/2011 6:19:10 AM

@deb thanks for your concern. I'm doing ok. The first month was really hard for me, all of the uncertainty. I have been immersed in nuclear issues for all of my life, so I have developed good skills at keeping myself balanced and happy in the midst of trauma. Don't know if that is good or bad. The 500 miles between us and the plants helps to buffer my distress. One of the hardest things for me is having studied hibakusha communities, to watch this tragedy pile emotional trauma on top of physical trauma. Knowing what these people face for the rest of their lives, even without health problems.
by bo 6/18/2011 6:24:47 AM

I'd add that knowing me as they do, none of my four kids can believe that I am still in Japan!
by bo 6/18/2011 6:26:44 AM

@deb agreed. Having been involved in anti-nuke (mostly weapons) work and hibakusha advocacy for a long time I have been wanting to write a short piece for the list about managing stress. I have seen so many noble hearted activists fizzle and burn out after some number of years. There are really well established ways to maintain your abilities to not succumb to depression and to sustain your ability to continue working for a long period. I have noticed many people on the list begin to suffer from the sorrow of feeling helpless and loose steam. I should write that and post it.
by bo 6/18/2011 6:32:37 AM

@ch thanks, I will. Maybe pin it so people can read it rather than having to search back. Much of what has been happening on the list is no surprise to me. I think many people are turning to these issues for the first time, and the immenseness of the darkness and the small light we try to fight it with can be overwhelming and defeating. But in the end this is always how change comes. And we do often pay with our happiness, or our sanity. But some of us just have no choice but to fight.
by bo 6/18/2011 6:37:41 AM

@deb wow, I admire your strength. A very good friend of mine also suffered a stroke young, at 30, and has had to work on just such issues. Well I can say you are clearly having a big impact and getting a lot of good work done here. Thank you for your hard work amidst such personal challenges.
by bo 6/18/2011 6:39:07 AM

@ch hallelujah! @deb ditto. Other people really help to sustain us. That is one reason why everyone here is so invested in what this list is.
by bo 6/18/2011 6:45:21 AM

@deb agreed. Often when we can't "fix things" in the big problem we focus on "fixing things" in the mundane.
by bo 6/18/2011 6:50:16 AM